I miss you. I say it often because it’s true and I don’t know how else to express it or show it when we’re apart. Have you realized we’ve spoken every single day since the 1st time we held a real conversation? I don’t speak to anyone else every day outside of my children.
There’s something about you… I would say I can’t put my finger on it but that’d be a lie. There’s just so many “something’s” about you that I’ve come to admire. I can be 1000% myself with you. I can speak openly and honestly with you. I can show you every side of me and some how, you’re still around. This is a super rarity for me. I don’t have to hide my thoughts or feelings from you. I LOVE how your mind works! Even when I don’t agree with your outlook or thought process; I love how you can break down how and why you reached that perspective. You and those damn analogies! It’s like every time you use one it’s an “ah ha” moment because now I magically understand what you were originally trying to convey. I love that you’re real. And I don’t mean in a “keep it real” kinda way. No, you’re real as in your present and here in the now. Does that make sense? Ugh and don’t get me started on how creative you are! I love when you share something you’re working on. It’s like getting this access pass to a piece of your world. I love that you let me be me, wholeheartedly.
I really sit and wonder what was I doing with my time before meeting you. I wonder if one day you’re just going to disappear. What would I do with all that free time? Who would I have these conversations with? Seriously, what did I do before I met you because some days (most) I really don’t think I could make it without you. I know “this” feeling now and I don’t want to part with it.
Thank you for being an inspiration to me in ways you’ll never know. Thank you for being a teacher to me. Thank you for being you to me.
Love, Cam xoxoxo
P.S. you invade my thoughts often…