While I was away…

“how do you find self-love? you dig. you isolate and you ache from being lonely. you heal. you accept, you look in the mirror and see God.”           Today is the first day of what I’m calling publicity/social media fasting. I’ve set accounts to private. I’ve deleted and blocked people. I’ve added people. I’ve uninstalled…

Our children are growing up

Just saying that out loud makes you acknowledge so many things. It makes you clearly see what you’ve done right and what you’ve done wrong. It makes you think, did you equip them for the world ahead? What do I still have time to cover? It makes you realize what areas of your life still…

Monthly Feature: The Possibilities

Snippet of something I’m working on… …As we move forward just never forget why you love me and I promise to never forget why I love you. Promise to never stop praying for me and I’ll promise the same. Promise we’ll never regret me taking your last name. Love always, Cam Want to read more?…

4 years ago

4 years ago we were planning our wedding. 4 years ago we were planning to say until death do us part. 4 years ago was supposed to be the beginning of our lives. 4 years ago seems like an eternity ago. I’ve learned so much in 4 years, I can’t wait to see how these…

54 days 4 hours & 22 minutes

I just want to hop on top the washer machine while me and Girlie have girl talk. Laugh and have real talk with Tera while we run errands. Climb in bed with Kina as we giggle like silly little teenagers. Give my Nay the look to tell her I’ll talk to Mom. Hear Gabe talk…

Let’s…

If this is to be, then what is the rush? If I’m supposed to be with you and you’re supposed to be with me, where are we going that we can’t take this slow… See, I’ve learned I’m learning things. I see things almost as clear as crystal. I’m learning that I can do anything…

“Voice Work”

Voice Work Prompt I don’t have one particular person that comes to mind at all, that I would want to narrate my posts into an audio book. I would love for my son to read posts pertaining to my struggles. I think it would remind him that everyone doesn’t have all the answers. Sometimes we…

The Cliche

I often like to think that when I’m having my inner most thoughts come from a place of love and honesty, that it’s the Jurnee Divine in me speaking. It’s as if, if I stop at this very moment and really relax and listen to what’s happening, I might be able to make a difference. Now,…

Where’s my pot?

Financially and materially, I don’t have a pot to piss in or a window to throw it out of. The scariest part about it all is, I’m really not afraid. For once there’s an inner calm in me. Some people in my life (and some now out) know the full extent of what I’m dealing…

One Lovely Blog Nominee

Thank you Lisa Pomerantz, for the nomination. I truly do appreciate it. I’m glad to find so many people that enjoy my blog and understand it. That means a lot to me. This is actually rather fun and helps me with making the blogging community I’m trying to create. 7 facts about me I had…

For You

I know you’re scared. I know you’re anxious. Scared because you really don’t know what happens next; and you’re so anxious to find out. You have to be able to plan things out but without knowing it’s hard to. Calm your thoughts, calm your heart and slow your pace. That plan you’re trying to make…

Who I am, Why I’m here

Hi, I’m Cam. I started blogging maybe 4-5 years ago. When I started blogging I just wanted a platform to basically vent about anything and everything. Over the years I’ve done just that. There’s no organization or clear thought process to my previous posts because this has been my online journal. A glimpse of my…